The call that opened my eyes just now.

So I just got off the phone with a friend of mine. Someone that knows me from when I was I mid school. We talked about everything. Old , new , happy time and sad time. You name it we talked about it. The thing that really opened my eyes was the fact that it was said… I have always been someone who’s been taking for granted. Then and even more know. Yes I have my flaws but deep down everybody that really knows me knows i am a good person. I go out my way for everybody and everybody takes that for granted. Like they just know I’m going to do what ever just to keep everybody happy and ect…

At frist I really didn’t understand why and for what this was being said for. But after talk about this for about 30mins I started to understand. The shit is sad but it’s real. I have to start doing more for myself. I care about the way everybody’s feeling more then mine and that’s not right at all. Now I’m not about to be a dock or rude but I will be doing more for me. I have always said I don’t have to do something if I didn’t want too and still did it at the end of the day. Will that going to stop with a list of more things. Some poeple may not like the way things are going to be for sometime but if they can’t take the fact it I want to be happy to then they can go. I’m at a point in my life where I didn’t want to lose nobody but if they want to go its their lose and mine.

I need to keep up the good work I’m doing and get better. It’s time for me to step up as a Man and get the respect that I give.